Who am I lying to? I am still hurting. Yet I communicate to others that I m getting better. That I am copin. N Gos has just showed me that I am not. So no amount of brainwash telling myself that I trust Him that I know He has great plans for me will keep the pain away.
What am I crying for? I duno. I just know it hurts. After so long it still hurts. It's painful.
Daddy what should I do?
I'm losing the will to live. If You don't live my life for me I'm going to just waste away. Daddy You must do something please. I really can't bear this pain any further. Heal me. Take away my pains Daddy.
Why does it hurt so much? And after so long too? Why does it hurt so much?
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