Nowhere to run to, nowhere to hide. No one to turn to, no one to find.
i just feel so depressed that i dont know what to do.
cant stop crying.
its not good being depressed yet i cant help feeling so down.
i think i still cant believe that toulia and i have broken up. i'm still in denial that he could actually just walk out and walk away and not talk to me about it. there was no discussion, no explanation. just a decision. so cold, so hard.
i know so much. yet i have so little revelation. i am such a wreck.
someone help me...
if not for my family, i am so tempted to end my life. everything that i do is just so... tasteless.... i just cant enjoy myself ....
just because of a guy... how can that be? that's ridiculous...
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