For whatever reason, spend the day crying - whilst swimming, at the park for Andrew's bday, and at church worship. Was just aching so badly. For some reason I was just hurting. I dont even know over what. The dull ache is still there.
If not for God, I dont think I would be alive. I would not have the courage to wake up. I cannot find the purpose for my being alive. For some reason its just hurting really badly. But I dont know.
But my life is not mine to take. Its God's. Jesus paid for it with His life.
I really wish that the pain would go away. I wish God would show me what His plan is for me on this earth.
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