Ended the night well. Had a good cry with John n had felt good. But woke up this morn feeling shitty. Had a dream last night bout some secret intellgence. N me n toulia's case were part of it.
I know the dream is not Fr God. It's not a vision. It's my subconscious. What it wants.
I so want toulia to turn back. But after what I have been repeating. I can see that I should jus move on. It's painful but it can b done n I'll do it.
I need to focus on what God has placed in my hands n give thanks to it! I need to learn to b grateful.
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